11/29/08
Today was weird. I woke up and had a great morning with brian sleeping in late. I really enjoyed just being able to lay around with him and watching the dogs play. Then we got up and for some reason I was jusy grumpy all day. We had a great day together, but I was just grumpy. Last night we put up the christmas tree and then today we put them up on our duplex. We even went to target, one of my favorite things to do to pass time. Bought some cute wrapping paper,tags and the game Apples to Apples. Yet, still grumpy. Don't really know why either. Oh yeah, I did buy a new workout balance ball and dvd set. We'll see how that goes. I need to loose weight, my health is really starting to be an issue. My heartrate is up, I think I have sleep apnea and I just don't feel 100%. I loss weight this summer while brian was gone, I was working out three days a week and eating incredibly healthy. Yet, as soon as he got home I was not healthy anyone. There's no reason we can't be healthy together. I need to be healthy for me. Then we will be healthier together. I hate that when I post this it doesn't space my paragraphs. annnnnyways, christmas lights really make me happy. Anyone else?